I wish I were more interesting...

First off, sorry its been a few since my last blog...I have been battling that stupid headache.  Still have it, but its at a dull roar right now.

I wish I were more interesting. I wish that people found me entertaining and all that other fun stuff.  

Oh and Meagan and Ash...I am totally watching Galaxy Quest this weekend!!! :D  I keep having lines and flashbacks from that movie pop into my head! Thanks!!
mwah!!  Love you both!!!


Oh I am reading a great book right now called Addicted.  I am so enjoying it. Charlotte Featherstone is a wonderful author!  


Okay, that's all I have right now.  I will write again tomorrow!!  


Peace!

Headaches...

So, I have been having these horrible headaches/migraines for the past few weeks now.  It is kind of making me nervous because I can't seem to shake them.  There is that part of me that really doesn't want to go to the doctor because I am scared to find out what is going on, but the other part of me just wants the headaches gone.  I do know that I am about ready to drill holes into my eyes to make the pain go away.  Is that sad or what?  Oh well, what can one do? 

On another note, I have been reading this book that I won and I feel awful but I am not enjoying it.  :(  It makes me sad.  I am not liking the writing style of the author and not really enjoying the story line either.  The sad thing is I feel like I need to finish the book because of the OCD issue I have.  Grrrr. 

Ok, I want to try and end this on a more positive note since the last couple of posts have been pretty negative. Hahaha  So we decided to get a faster internet speed at our house!  WOOT WOOT!! :D  Its way cool! So now everything comes up faster and YouTube works faster...it is so cool!  YAY for DSL!!

Ugh...

I am so grateful today is almost done.  It was not a wonderful day at work.  Oh well, what can one do.  I did get to read my book a little last night and that was a good thing.  I am enjoying the book, which is good.  It was stressing me out a little because there for a minute I was totally lost and not even sure what was happening in the book. :S 

So here's a question for anyone who cares... Do you ever feel like people really do NOT care how you feel? You know, just as long as you are there doing and saying what they want then they are happy with you.  If you attempt to say or express anything different than what is on their agenda, then it's like they get all glazed over and you lose them or they get irritated with you?  Does anyone out there feel this way?  Or is it just me? I feel this way all of the time. I feel like I am not supposed to feel anything but happy or have that smile painted on my face all of the time for everyone and when I can't always be that way, people get really upset with me or tell me that I am overreacting or being mean.  How do I deal with this without getting upset or being hurt? I just don't know anymore.  You would think that a woman of 41 would have the stupid answer to this.  Geez...

Oh well.  I think I am calling it a night. 

Lil Wayne Takeover

Today is a Lil Wayne Takeover day on Fuse TV.  I don't know why I am obsessed with this man, but I am.  I usually love my Godsmack and Metallica and rock and roll all the way, but I have to say....I LOVE Lil Wayne! I seriously don't know if I just seem to connect with his lyrics or the music or what.  I can't figure it out, but I love him and the music!  I know its weird being that I am a 41 yr old woman, but what can I say.

Also, today is the last day before my vacation ends. :(  Back to work tomorrow.  I have mixed emotions about this.  It will be good to get back into the swing of things but I love being home with my family.  Oh well, I guess one has to go back to the real world huh. 

I may write again later...you never know. :)  Peace!!

My Very First Blog! 11-5-11

I have officially created my own blog today! YAY!  Not too bad for an old woman like myself. :)  I am not sure what I will blog about, but I will figure this out along the way.  I do want to talk about the books I read and some of the new projects that I want to learn.  So, there ya have it!  I know what you are thinking, I am really boring...oh well...what can I say.  So I am boring.  I will try and keep it fresh and not so boring, but I can't promise anything.  hahaha